Little Pip

Dear Little Pip,
Your daddy is not yet sure about you, but I feel like you are so real.  I pray for you, for your protection.  That your little heart can withstand what is happening or will happen to you.  Because while I am excited for you to join our family, I know that you will only come because of heartache and tragedy.  So I love you and want to hold you in my arms, all the while knowing how bittersweet that will be for both of us.  Things will never be easy, but I know God is preparing me for you.  While I try to give you what you need, I will point you to the One who can surely fill those holes and smooth those bumps.  I am waiting for you, Little Pip.
Love, Mom